I have flipped to the ending of a book when the action got too intense. I also search the internet for spoilers when watching a series. I can’t stand not knowing how a story ends.
My life is the same in that I want to know my “endings”. Anytime I face uncertainty, I stay awake to map possible outcomes instead of resting. I waste time trying to solve a problem that can fix itself.
God’s plans for me are better than anything I can imagine. I don’t know the answer to most of my dilemmas. My time is best spent seeking the Lord since He already knows the future. The right answer usually appears without me working when I trust Him. Jesus shows me the way out from the unknown into peace.