I am not perfect and know I will make mistakes. I feel shame and embarrassment for my past mishaps. Whether I said something I should have not, or ate dessert after I was full, I had failed again. I felt worthless and believed I was a failure who would never experience success. I thought these guilty, low feelings would motivate me to try harder next time, but it made me feel worse. No matter how hard I tried, I continued to occasionally fail and felt worse about myself every time.
Psalm 103:4 is, “who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion.” (Holy Bible, New International Version, 2011) God has redeemed me and changed my attitude. I turn to Him when I fall and He lifts me up. My outlook changes as I learn to depend on Him instead of my own willpower. I am not perfect and need His strength to overcome excess food. His love has changed me so I no longer want to overeat. I can turn to Him for support when I fall short. God helps me rise up from my mistakes.