Every time I overeat, I feel guilt. Shame that I have failed again rushes over me. The fact I resolved to do better beats me up. This guilt tells me I am doomed to stay fat forever. Overcome by negativity, I am tempted to give up and eat everything in sight. This self-disgust is not from God. Instead, He gently nudges me when I fall short and motivates me to get back on track.
2 Corinthians 7:10 is, “Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death.” (Holy Bible, New International Version, 2011). There is a huge difference between worldly sorrow, or guilt, and Godly sorrow. I have tried to use guilt or worldly sorrow as a motivator without success. Guilt dragged me down so I was surrounded by negativity. Instead, conviction from the Holy Spirit prompts me to change my ways. I need this encouragement to step away from shame.
I am grateful God shows me where I have fallen short. He gives me the strength to change direction so I can move closer to Him. By moving towards God, I drift away from food. I am free to walk away from guilt that accomplishes nothing. God is continuing to change me by gently drawing me closer.